「満足なレイプ」

 im a bit bored of twitter, i cant actually put my real thoughts there cause i feel so much people is watching me (not really) but originally it was meant to be just to be in close contact with very few friends, and people keep adding me for some reason.
so now i feel observed and uncomfortable, thanks jebus i found hatena haiku (BIG COMMERCIAL HERE) hah its a small site for micro blogging like twitter (300 times better though), and due nobody owns a hatena accound :P i will feel more free to post crap if nobody is following me i guess.

http://h.hatena.ne.jp/lolipanda/ added it to the sidebar :)))

 

 I believe in the goodness of diversity. And future. And changes.

I believe in tomorrow of post-humanity - shining islands between the world of meat and the world of virtual avatars.

I believe in the flying cities of starships and cybernetic hermaphrodites connected by minds in one Metaman.

I believe in the dignity of personality and the idea that so-called “perverts” are creatures inside triumph of mutation - sacred process of evolution and transformation into new kind.

I’m saying YES to forbidden ideas.

I’m saying YES to those braves ones who didn’t scared to look into the “dark sides”, into the eyes of “dangerous beasts”, into lands “where Dragons can be found”.

And YES - I think we can be together only because of our differences.

This is a fight of Eros against Tanatos, riot of cyber-heart in the name of those who want to live - not imitate, not to be “officially good”. This is a fight of the progressive dreamers against the regressive agents - plastic bots full of emptiness, government’s archons, religious hypocrites, priests of sanctimony, worms of conservatism, thiefs of stars.

I believe that information is born to be free and it must be free for everyone as the flesh of knowledge.

I believe in goodness of experience and that experience is the basis of enlightenment.

I don’t believe in talking snakes and sacred kashrut zombies.

I believe in the Universe as the demiurge and that everyone is part of everything.

I find suspicious all the ones who primitively humanize idea of Universe and describe it like corporation of so-called Gods. There is no reason to fight against icons because there is nothing behind them.

I believe in techno-magic and digital spirituality of contemporary humanoid. I dream about starships full of free dreamers, orgy of stars, dance of planets, cities on Venus and laughter of laser mantis - citizens of the Sun.

I’m saying YES to de-marginalization of pornography and radical art-practices;
YES to the legalization of prostitution, euthanasia, abortion, LGBT-rights and all magic matters.

Churches must be transformed into computer clubs - halls of knowledge.
Network must be everywhere - for content oneness.
Idols must fall - saint cows are a mirage.

Nothing is restricted - everything is possible.

After death I want to be a Hubble Space Telescope.

(via dadakinder)

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I understand now my position, im always thinking about my past or the future, i never think about my present and i dont care about it.. but im always  amazed by things that could be in the future or the good times about the past that will never come back.

Why is this?

 

 

 

for sweetwinterhello's bday

im trying to sketch something everyday, not big deal.
but its good to practice in my moleskine.

 

drew this for marie ^^ <3
visit her and stalk her because she is really awesome and her drawings are the best onnnnnnnes
para mi novia del interneto

estoy amando demasiado a lila downs ; - ; es una diosa




this is one of my favorite songs from her, she is sooo amazing! i get inspired too much by all her songs <3<3<3 i will start to draw right now after watching some videos and old covers now sang by her, like 'la paloma' etc.. her voice is amazing and different <3 so mexican.

 

this is my outfit for new year! its very simple : )
but im wearing my new shoes my mom gave me and that dress ive used like 2 times only.

NAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

im really happy to be here with my family today, like tradition, mom is making a special dinner and we will be  talking about what we are going to do next year, i think its a good start.



My Resolutions FOR 2010:

Going to London next year and get a job there to live with dan
Save more money and get a place.
Dont bite my nails.
Leave my hair grow on its own.
Draw much much more and do something with my art.
Drink more water!!!!1
Visit marie in spain!
Eat healthy and get at least 2 kilos more, i believe im underweight
Watch at least 1 move each week. (have tons on my HD i need to see!)
Learn more japanese with smart.fm or get a course.
Go to L.A. with usagi and hang out together!
Get laser surgery for my eyes, since i can barely see anymore.
Learn painting techniques / take a painting course.
Be more communicative with my family
Dont worry too much about silly problems and/or people.
Finish the special websites that are unfinished.



^-^ i will try to start positive this year! Because to me 2009 was the best year of all!!!  so i hope everyone of you get the results of much work and dedication for yourselves and family.

WELCOME 2010